//life.

It's at the total-quiet-that-is-3-pm hour in the office, and I should really be studying, but I'm horribly unmotivated, especially when I have a test to take in 3 hours that 's seventy percent of my final grade. I don't think I've ever been this nonchalant about a test before, especially one that's weighted so heavily; although I don't think I've ever even had a test weighted this heavily before.

I'm literally sitting here and waiting for Rachel/Mo/Tommy or Billy to email me. Thus have become my days. I've finished the numerous projects that I've had piling up, and now are on to a whole new round, but I kind of just want to finish school-work and then tackle the other ones. They're mostly freelance projects/pitches, that I should be able to get done over Christmas break. And if nothing else, will keep me busy at home in the wee hours of 3 am when I can't sleep since that's how I work at home.

I just got an email from my grandmother asking if we could have cornish hens on Christmas. I had to selfishly tell her that they "sketch me out", even though the real reason I don't want them is because Ty and I were supposed to have them for Thanksgiving. And then that never happened. And we were supposed to spend Christmas together, and that won't happen. So both of those things, compounded on one another, would have been a little too much to handle. When one could be easily, but selfishly, avoided.

I'm excited to go home. And drive, and see my friends. Not to sleep though, since my bed at home is like a pile of rocks, and I have trouble getting up every morning because it gives me such a kink in my neck.

I escorted an older lady across two streets the other day, upon her request, and it was utterly surreal since I thought that was the type of thing that only happened in the movies.

I also saw two blind men helping each other get on the T yesterday morning. Oh the reality of the blind leading the blind. It was actually kind of comforting to see something like that.

I really feel like I need to brush my teeth, but that's probably just because I just ate a handful of peanut M&M's.